Journey

I just happen to visit Chennai to meet my cousin sister this weekend. For the first time in years I "felt" warmth apart from my own family members. All those nostalgic feelings of being a child, had come back, hard on me. My cousin has not changed over the years, she lulled me, hugged me, sang songs, like 'm her little baby. She told me, even though you are earning today "you still are my little baby as i saw you for the first time with your mom". I realized how much I have changed over these few years of so called "free life". For a peculiar reason I find myself deprived of my own self. I just wish to get back to my childhood and be a good human. What I truly lack is the feel. Probably the only reason why many a times I end up hurting "my" people as they are the ones who are bothered about me.
But, as they say, experience is the best teacher, when you under go certain incidents in life, you get to know things a way which is not the way when someone explains you. Quite like that, I have learned it a very hard way. I had my explanations for being a "stone" as I get attached to people and start getting emotionally attached and start expecting the same from them. But as they say Life is a limitation in itself.So, everything has a limit. I have learned it the hard way. I wish being a child but, I'm sure I have grown up. :)

P.S : I haven't grown up as I am not sensible enough to write it in a private blog and post it! So, still learning. But, I am a fast learner.

thought works :P

life is a sequence of real numbers, few turn out to be complex enough to ignore :)--"me"