Cognitive Science Part-II

Being a spectator is rewarding in most of the cases. But, being a part is always rewarding and a great learning experience.

I was trying to be a spectator of my own life, trying to learn from my own experiences. The most interesting question popped-up when one of my closest friend cracked a joke and said: "You don't have many friends!". And it is a fact in fact! I tried analyzing why on earth I don't have many friends? Is it really necessary to have many friends like: "there is water all around and not a single drop of water to drink!"
I felt contended, but is that a worst case scenario or the best case or an average case of study!!Huh!*Sigh*

I) How we try and make friends/people whom we trust: It is infact a tough nut to crack. Atleast as far as I know, no one would sit-up and say: "this is my criteria and hand pick friends". For me, it is an evolving and iterative process. I don't sit and stay stiff, and say: "you are my friend so we stay forever". Evolving is the average scenario, but with how many iterations the overall equation stabilizes is what interests me :P.

II) How they are more than friends : When the limiting factor tends to reach infinity, when one's life becomes very transparent, and trust earned, the variables converge at infinity. The special function of "more-than-friends" is how compatible the two are. I don't want to mess around this issue as it is like "quick-sand", have to be adept before even going near it.

Now, the most important issue is, Having friends/ Trying to have is philanthropic effort or status symbol or is it something like my brother has it, so I should have it or is it called as society(**Duh!HUh!! I know I am confused myself, and trying to confuse more :P**).

Why is it not possible to be aloof from the rest of the world, why is it not possible to hibernate??!

Cognitive Science- Part I

I met my cousin last week. He is just eight years old. For me, he always remains a kid, but to my surprise he competed with me in Age of Empire and won. It took almost a month for me to understand the game, but for him it took just a couple of minutes and a sample game to get it started. So, my question of how kids learn and pick up things faster remains enigmatic!

Journey

I just happen to visit Chennai to meet my cousin sister this weekend. For the first time in years I "felt" warmth apart from my own family members. All those nostalgic feelings of being a child, had come back, hard on me. My cousin has not changed over the years, she lulled me, hugged me, sang songs, like 'm her little baby. She told me, even though you are earning today "you still are my little baby as i saw you for the first time with your mom". I realized how much I have changed over these few years of so called "free life". For a peculiar reason I find myself deprived of my own self. I just wish to get back to my childhood and be a good human. What I truly lack is the feel. Probably the only reason why many a times I end up hurting "my" people as they are the ones who are bothered about me.
But, as they say, experience is the best teacher, when you under go certain incidents in life, you get to know things a way which is not the way when someone explains you. Quite like that, I have learned it a very hard way. I had my explanations for being a "stone" as I get attached to people and start getting emotionally attached and start expecting the same from them. But as they say Life is a limitation in itself.So, everything has a limit. I have learned it the hard way. I wish being a child but, I'm sure I have grown up. :)

P.S : I haven't grown up as I am not sensible enough to write it in a private blog and post it! So, still learning. But, I am a fast learner.

thought works :P

life is a sequence of real numbers, few turn out to be complex enough to ignore :)--"me"

Gödel's theorem

Gödel's Theorem is explained as: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Godel%27s_theorem

It is beautifully explained as: http://blog.plover.com/math/Gdl-Smullyan.html

This theorem is a standard truth of a person's truthfulness, it is not really necessary that one is right always! But if he right always means that he has lost some or the other truth of his/her life!
**huh!!**

Truth! How, What measures it!It is as good as God!*Sigh*

Corporate Life-I

**Sigh** Corporate life is not bad as it is projected, but you got to be very specific about the decisions you take. Should be good at what you are doing(probable the best). *duh! that was a lot of gyan...so boring.* Back to square1 :P

life facts-I

Quiet uninterestedly interesting fact about life is that it just goes on whether you want it or not!